but we didn't care.

free day
maybe a story up later, talking to let them eat couture about dramaa

love love love her.
 
i'm literally obsessed.
 
i made this set like wednesday.
lmao

i have like 2 other complete sets in a draft. lmao.
since i have next week off, and it's the weekend i figured why not come on back i guess
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So today was ok. It was quite hilarious.
 
In science, my buddies (demi&claudia) were just hanging out and the guys were over at another table talking about who the he.ll knows what.
 
So first I take this kid Zach's chair because i needed one and he wasn't sitting their so he was like 'why'd you do that. i'll pull my chair back i don't care if your in it'
 
I was sitting their like try and, Jonny was staring at me(:
 
Then later, I guess they were talking about when they were young, so Jonny goes to this other kid brad 'hey remember when we were little and went to the beach and asked that girl out.'
 
Awww(:
 
imagine little jonny :D
 
so then they were talking about something and I had to walk by to get some coloured pencils, and brad goes to me "want to hear a story?!"
 
I'm just like "i'm good"
 
and then this other kid was like "brad shitt his pants when he was 6"
 
I died, it was hilarious, and jonny was watching me laughing and he started laughing it was cute.
 
& His hockey team has playoff's tonight
 
go braves! <3

no this isn't some set to tell you i'm not who you think. (;
I'm 100% real.
 
I just need to take a break but I can't right now.
 
I'm such a loser. Honestly.
 
You might all think I'm lame because i can't even keep it up.
 
i'm addicted to this site, what can I say.
 
i think i'll make two sets a day.
 
one for VR& maybe another if I want to blog.
 
This will count starting next monday.
 
I needed to shorten the days i'll be gone(;
 
I'll check PMs, cause i like talking to you girls.
 
btw. Jonny's in a sling for 4 weeks. lmao.
 
i know none of you care, but i can't tell my friends this
 
they'll think i'm a stalker.
 
i am.
 
whenever i see a kid with his kind of hair, i freak out and my heart beats fast.
 
then i see it's not him and i relax.
 
:D
 
love you all
 
Emily.
 
-btw. i'm deleting the other set saying i'm taking a break, because the correct info it up now-
 
ffuck i'm lame

eeeeppp eeeeeepppp
(:
 
i got a singing valentines from guess who.
 

JONNY!!!!!!!! GAHHHHHH
 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 
jk.
 
my day suckedd. I didn't get one. i feel extremly alone actually. my head hurts and i just hate the person people in school think i am.
 
sometimes i feel my real life friends don't know me at all.
 
today was just one of those sucky days.
 
but HAPPY VALENTINES DAY
 
oh btw.
this is not for attention at all, but i might want to leave.
just saying.
 
& a double btw.
jonny either broke or fractured his shoulder.
ouch.
but he looks awfully cute in a sling.

wah, i have had no inspiration lately.
Virginia NEEDS drama(;
anyone want to collab, PM ME(:

Friday
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story up soon.
i need to think up a good story.

karaoke
btw, if the fillers are laying on top of each other, it's because of my efffed up editor
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I sat there giggling to myself as I watched all of the therapists go up and sing some song that used to be popular in the 70's. Though I couldn't say I wasn't enjoying their oh so lovely singing.
 
Pretty soon, some of the girls got up to sing. That was one thing I would never do in public. I barely speak to anyone. Plus that microphone cord could be used as a poteintally dangerous weapon.
 
"Virginia" I heard a familiar voice say, of course Karim. The person I wanted to avoid. I slowly looked up at him. He tried to smile.
 
"I'm sorry" He said "I can't control myself, you know that I wouldn't do that on purpose to you"
 
"But you did" I said feeling upset, my stomache not feeling too well. My head started to pound as all I could see was his mouth moving, I blocked him out of my hearing.
 
"Are you even listening?" I heard him say as I snapped out of it. I just sat there thinking about how I shared my own life with him.
 
"Yes, and don't worry. I'm sure you can go hang out with someone else on thursday night" I said calmly trying not to freak out as I finally stood up for myself.
 
"You embaressed me infront of everyone." I added in. "I know it's not you're fault, but it hurts to much. I don't need that to happen again"
 
He just pushed his hand through his hair and then rubbed his forehead. "I don't know how else to say sorry"
 
"I guess somethings can't just be forgiven" I said as I slowly got up from my chair. I walked over to Veroinca who had just come down from singing.
 
"Good Job" I said in a fake tone. "I'm not feeling well, can i go back to my dorm and rest"
 
She smiled, still with the rush from the stage and limelight. "I'll walk you back"
 
We walked back to my dorm in silence. Finally as I went to open the door she stoped me.
 
"Are you ok?" She said to me, something she always asked me when she saw me alone. Which was basically every day.
 
"It's just, I'm not getting along with some people." I said
 
"Is it any girl, because I can talk to her...." She trailed off, seemingly helpful.
 
"It's the opposite se.x" I said turning the doorknob open as I walked into my dorm. I kicked off my sandals as I jumped on my bed.

Monday's Event
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I sat their with all of my kid pictures, me with my ex friends, my parents together. It just brought back too much for me. I wasn't ready.
 
They asked me to talk, at first I felt I should refuse, but I was here already, though I didn't want to stay. I would just end up sneaking back into my room.
 
I just nodded my heading. "I was eleven, that's when my life took an upleasent turn..."
 
*FLASHBACK*
 
I was sitting outside, playing in my backyard with some friends, Ava, Kirsten, and Rachel. We were unseperable that whole summer. We were all in our little dress up clothes prancing around, dancing doing whatever a little girl would.
 
"I'm hungry" I said to them. "Let me go inside, I think my mom made brownies and lemonade before she went to work"
 
They all smiled and nodded as they continued to prance around. My house was fairly large, all on one floor though. That's how I was able to hear, plus my father's study was one of the first rooms closest to the back door leading to the yard.
 
I saw the door slightly peeked open, my dad would have normally been sitting there doing his work. He was a lawyer and was probably reasearching something for his new case. I heard a womans voice, it didn't sound like my mother, and I knew she wasnt home.
 
I took the liberty to go and peak in. I slowly yet carefully slid the door open, my heart racing, though most likely it would be one of his many clients. They all thought I was as cute as a button.
 
I saw the woman, almost stripped down. She had her panties and bra on luckily. My father, topless. He quickly glanced over and saw me. She turned around too. I heard her yell some explictives at my father before rushing out of our house.
 
"Virginia" My father said getting his shirt back on.
 
"Dad, who was that?" I asked knowing exactly what just happened. "Why was she here? Where is mom? Does mom know?"
 
I just shot questions at him like crazy, I was loud and talkative back then.
 
"Virginia" He yelled "I am the parent, and what I say goes, You can never tell your mother. Do YOU HEAR ME"
 
I just nodded. I don't know how long I would be able to keep my mouth shut
 
*Flashback over*
 
I sat there and continued to tell my modifited story leaving out many bits and pieces. No one needed to know really anything about me.

-Sweet 16, Hilary Duff
I loved that song(:
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Obviously the Sweet 16
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I stood there by the bar as you saw the people from the Villa go crazy and ruin everything while the 'little princess' was crying about it or doing drugs with them, I couldn't tell every two seconds she'd either be happy or totally angry.
 
I just took some more sips of my vodka, luckily her parent's were paying for all of the drinks.
 
I really didn't want to be here, these types of parties and parties in general aren't my forte.
 
"How do you know Alessandra" I heard a man's voice say as I looked over at him, I realized he had been talking to me.
 
I didn't know what to answer, he didn't look like a reporter, but you never know. "I am a mutual friend of a friend" I said lying as I got goosebumps.
 
"Wow, so she really lets everyone into this party" He said "I'm her brother."
 
My heart dropped.
 
"Oh, nice to see you" I walked away going over to the other side of the bar, where hopefully he coudn't see me as I took another long sip of my drink.
 
I saw the girls smiling and laughing and kicking over an ice scuplture that looked exactly like Alessandra. I just giggled knowing that I came here with those girls.
 
I stoped then thinking about how they barely knew me. I was like that weird quiet girl that was in everyone else's classes but they had no idea.
 
One of them gave a huge wave, I just smiled back wondering if Karim was here, maybe we could go back to the villa or something. This party wasn't too fun.
 
I searched through the crowds finally seeing him, as I walked over must have seen my lack of excitement and got up from his seat.
 
"Let's go" I just said as we walked out, He didn't seem to upset tonight.
 
"Come on Virginia" He said then yelling at me. "You ruin all the fun.'let's go back to the villa'." He said mocking me.
 
I knew he didn't mean it, but it hurt from someone I cared about to be saying that. I didn't say anything and I just walked away taking a gondola and paddling it back to the Villa.
 
I soon walked into my room and crawled into bed.
 
That was my only safe spot in the whole villa.